a childless mother of none a heathen, (To fail) her purpose redirected at the tender age of twenty two (a walking casket, the crowd throws flowers, and mourns, spitting sentiments of well wishes and good health. Rejoice!) open up the hollow points of her decaying Womb, (the space has been labeled an empty tomb) Wasted and stripped, for her purpose is not but to exist, and Nothing more ~A. L. Stippich
intention(al)
(bang!) the echo stretches for miles even the trees stop and turn and all is still one slip of a finger on the silver hammer cuts a clear path through the front wall and out the back (enter through the side door, exit through the window) and everything you know (every idea) every picture (everything you carried, loosed) (every first love) spills back into the earth (your mother receives you in gallons; in pints) if all is not lost, then, for now, it is only you ~ A. L. Stippich
deep
I am in the winter, and I am in the snow. I am the child of a vengeful cloud Through the black trees, my sharp winds weave and grow (echo, I echo) I am a quiet death, I will take them while they sleep I am the rattle of their window pane, And the numb beneath their feet I will wake you at the moment, in the deepest of your slumber When the moon wanes to the center and lightning meets with thunder When a rush sets through the freezing streams I’ll bleed you out, and strangle your dreams I’ll spend the last of the air that I breathe to bring you down here, into the deep with me (into the deep, you will be here, with me) ~ A. L. Stippich
dear brother
dear brother, don’t forget to turn out the lights (dear brother, don’t forget to let go) the leaves will still choose to change their colors and the earth beneath you will still turn all the same what is gone is over, the dead cannot speak any more than they can hear; your cries remain foreign to closed ears (brother, to stay inside the still is a slow way to die) tragedy is every crack in your road; every fistful of sand in your eyes we can make up our minds to wash them clean or let each grain bore holes ‘til we go blind so let, slow the veil that covers your soul slip back down from your face to the floor; mourn yesterday when it is (and only when it is) and close that door and, brother, don’t forget to turn out the lights ~ A. L. Stippich
Internal
i just want to hold us and make us feel new we’ve been in this space and we’ve always been two i’ve grown such a fondness for what we could do, would you cling to my hand if I reached out for you? (To suggest such a thing would make fools, of us both I would suffocate, snap, and Twist you like Rope, I would tear through your Soul, if you gave me Your reins, would the thought of me still Be one And the same?) i am sorry we are not, though i’ll always give it thought, I will watch you from over here but know that I will always be near, so don’t fear for the day, when you are ready to shed that first tear i am always going to be right here ~ A. L. Stippich
am i here?
If I should die And no one knows Well, That’s alright, it’s how it goes, I suppose that is, if no one knows when it’s time for me to go, you know? I suppose, if no one knows and the sun still rises and the grass still grows, that’s just how the world has a tendency to flow if no one knows and it’s time for me to go so I leave these words and I leave these notes as a piece of myself that has no plans to go so that more would know (far from when I go) that I once walked the same ground you do ~ A.L. Stippich