Proud

Proud
Proud of me
I’m standing free, though
I cannot 
Scream
And the tears are silently beginning
To stream
I will stand in peace, inside
The pride they
Feel for 
me

Proud
Proud of me 
My scarred and weakened knees,
Shattered and broken are
All of my remaining
Dreams
But they’re proud
And they say they are all so
Proud
Of me

Proud
Proud of me
They take the glee from
The happy me
The only one that they ever 
want
To see, 
(The truth is still hidden beneath the
Hanging tree)
But they’re proud, yes,
They’ll be so proud of
me

Proud they say, they prefer the
Way
I bend my shape
To fit their
Frame 
Inside an endless string of 
Toxic scenes
Filled with dark and painful gas lit 
Gains
But they were proud
And I will always remember when 
Anyone
Was proud
Of me


~ A. L. Stippich

Orphan

A storm is coming, we
Can feel it deep
Inside our bones,
We have lost the will to
Make the clock move
Forward
When we’ve already lost 
Our only home

Return to sender, we’re
The firsthand offender, a
Coward in wolves clothing, torn 
ripped, and cheaply 
                    Sewn

Raised in violence, keep every pain
In silence, 
(No one cares once eighteen comes to
Town, just make sure to
hit the ground)
It’s not like anyone will be
waiting around 
We won’t be what they’ve been
Searching for and we won’t be
What they have finally
                     Found 

There is no one to embrace  
Anymore, 
There is nothing we have left
To leave at the door
(What a goddamn bore 
We must be when
They don’t come 
Around) 
But we can drown out the 
Sound 
After all, the voices are starting 
To become quite 
                  Loud

I think I hear a storm is 
Coming soon


~ A. L. Stippich
 

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